Struggling today. I spent my entire life free of addiction, of every kind (coffee, drugs, alcohol), until I was well into adulthood. I truly believed I managed to escape it. How to accept what's beyond my control.. I've done well. Today, however, I only live only in this moment. I'm grateful for that & my son. There was a time I feared for his life. So, today isn't so bad. 
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I didn’t get sober until I was in my late 40s. I didn’t really start drinking until my early 30s. Addiction is a sneaky demon. Learning to deal with the things we can not change, and accepting them is not easy, but it is definitely achievable. You seem to have a good outlook. Keep the positive thought’s rolling
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