I’ve been drinking almost daily. Large amounts. I’m to the point where I have spent way to much money. Have missed work. I isolate myself and drink and watch tv alone. I don’t go do things with friends anymore. I need to stop and just don’t know how. I also need to keep this anonymous as nobody in my life knows just how bad I am right now. I’m hoping to talk with ppl on here.
First step is acknowledging we all need to change for our health reason… Trust me this app makes me feel comfortable n no judgement on here I listen to Dax-Dear Alcohol music that motivates me when I get bored n feel I want to drink I try to go work out find something for me to get past the withdrawl first 4 days was hard for me… step 1 was me poor out my liquor n got on naltrexone help me … just sleepiness night few days of withdraw after that I was fine
Hello Maria, yes you took that first step. You have a big problem. My guess people close to you probably suspect or already know and are afraid to come out and say it. The same as you. If I don't admit it I don't have a problem. Detoxing on your own can be dangerous and scary. Above all don't hesitate to go to the hospital or call your dr. Consider therapy. I went to in patient therapy. It helped with understanding why I drank. I believe in a comprehensive strategy to sobriety. Get into a program like AA or similar.
Get educated on alcoholism
Get a good loving support group around you,. Friend and family are best
Get yourself right with God and Pray. It really does help.
I will talk sobriety anytime reach out. Prayers always 


