I feel just like a Phoenix rising from the Ashes. I have been reborn,Tryed and miserably failed for so many years. 
i'll do this for my family, my children.\nMy neighbors.\nAnd especially the people I went to church with. Alas, all of those times did I have a few months under my belt? I waned.\nAnd was seduced just one more time, please.If I can do just one more time !!! Then I'd be okay? Over and over , which of course , you know , is complete insanity! The tape must be played all the way through, no doubt. Now I am changing not only my life and my habits.but also
My mental stability. Yes, I want to keep this gift.\nAnd one day at a time it will be. I'm cleaning my act up this time for lauren. Remember that our lord jesus will always unconditionally love us , and that's been the only one in my life. It's not sad.\nI'm extremely lucky.\nTo repent of my sins. Children, I have 3 ; Or used to. The losses pile up until you can't look at yourself in the mirror anymore.Because you'll see is self loathing and and describable pain. No I don't want another t shirt, and I have too many horrible memories of being a crackhead. I want you to read this to derive strength and courage 
. Until you 
& I ACCEPT to Be an addict the remainder of your life // we can be free ,beautiful , a Phoenix 
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