Just released 60 days county been kdoc twice. Lifelong addict except prison time.
Got out to daily driver broken sitting at house feds just raided. Girls been lied bout all but kept me chill thru few weeks. Got knocked w bad reality on relationship status w abuse from partner. I do autos rebuilds ECTbut refused to go where truck is. Stuck with her and her mom using bad along with abuse. I'm at my level past I'm tired enough it seems stupid feels stupid and tired of pain inside and out. This isn't me but I'm alone my best friend and brother coming but he's worse addict. Ready to crack or just do what will only hurt me worse
Hi Jake - I hear you. I’ve been to jail and prison indirectly bc of my addiction. And am still dealing with reality after I’ve been released. But I’m recovering from dope - almost 18 months clean, I’ve lost desire to use, and I’ve been restored to sanity. How? Narcotics Anonymous. You’ll be surprised how many ex-cons are in the rooms of NA. Give it a try, it’s worth a shot - instead of doing a shot. I’ll friend request you if you wanna talk - Do yourself a favor and put staying clean your top priority in life. NA, AA, CMA - whatever it takes so you don’t have to face the DA!! Be strong man!
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Jake, you have 60 days at least under your belt. That’s 60 days of your life you got back. That’s a big deal! You are not alone! Everyone here is/has struggled in some way. Thomas is right and sounds like a great person to reach out to. Next step, get the he11 out of that situation where you are surrounded by people using. There has to be some options. NA might be able to help point you in the right direction. You deserve a better life. I’m so sorry you are going through this.