Just said to myself outloud "I'm gonna drink tonight." Hoping

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#1

Just said to myself outloud "I'm gonna drink tonight." Hoping for some support. Does anyone know of any virtual meetings?

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#2

Download the Meeting Guide app. It has loads of in person and zoom meetings.

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#3

Your honesty will help keep you sober. It’s good to recognize that feeling and not push it away. What’s going on…are you feeling overwhelmed…unappreciated? These two are big for me. I have to sit and process those feelings and get to a better place. My sober buddy always says his issues always stem from romance or finance.
A meeting would be great. Prayer/meditation seems to center me and pause the downward spiral. Writing a gratitude list is helpful. Finally, think back to why you stopped in the first place. Think back to what happens to you when you start drinking, and how miserable do you feel as this disease slowly drags you down. You got this

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#4

I attend SMART meetings. They have in person and virtual and have them available almost 24 hours. You can go to https://smartrecovery.org/

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Thank you everyone :heartbeat:

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#6

Why did you think that?

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Well, did you drink?

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You Don't really want to I'm not going lie it old myself I wanted to get high tonight because I was cleaning my old room out and I came across a ton of my tweaker projects and was kind of wanting to have the time to enjoy the projects but thankfully my husband didn't listen to me because I know what I stand to lose if I do it and I love the me iam today 6 1/2 months ago I couldn't say that

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#9

Zoom meeting Monday and Wednesday 6:30 PM eastern standard time A Way Out II Id 876 7422 8603 password 611063
Also check aa-Intergroup.org for online meetings

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#10

Thanks everyone for the support. Happy to report, I didn't drink :slightly_smiling_face: