Just tired of the cycle I been to prolly ten

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Just tired of the cycle I been to prolly ten treatments 7 or so sober livings…. I’ll do good for a bit n then boom crash tf out Just emotionally drained af bc I’ll get my hopes so hi only to let myself down again…idk I just am thankful for God he’s truly everything for me

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#2

Unfortunately, we can do the foot work but we can’t control the outcome and sometimes that’s a tough pill to swallow 

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#3

Yeah it is man

#4

You’re still here with us. You have another chance to do it again.

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#5

Correction.
You get to.

#6

Thanks brother

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#7

Are you in need of a sober living house from your area?

#8

I really need detox

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#9

Where are you located?

#10

Then go to detox, find one in your area

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#11

Don’t got insurance

#12

Houston

#13

Lol thanks for input but that really ain’t helpin :blush:

#14

Good luck dude! It’s hard to do. Reach out! Go to some meetings. You can do it. :pray:t4::pray:t4:

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#15

For sure thanks for that

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#16

If you don't have insurance try calling and getting your state insurance. Every state has one my state is badger care. You might think it's only for low income people but it's not. With covid they help more then ever. I hope you find the help you need. I am in treatment right now and it has help alot. I'm learning the tools I need I just hope when I leave these doors I take with me everything I have learned. Just reach out there is more help then you realize you just got to find it. Good luck to you.

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#17

We all struggle and continue to. I have been in your same position. I got out of a treatment center not too long ago now but I’m doing good and staying stable. I really think what’s getting me through is my friend who has gone through this with me.

#18

Don’t give up! You’re still alive which means you still have the opportunity to get clean.

#19

One day at a time brother! Everyone gets hung up on the relapse, but you gotta give yourself credit too! 30 days sober is 30 days whether it’s met with relapse or not.. and that’s MORE progress than anything less than 30 days. You deserve the recognition whether you made it 2 days, or 2 years. We’re all just trying to stay alive and love ourselves a bit more. Good luck to ya!

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#20

Hey friend. I went to my fair share of detoxes and rehabs before getting clean this time around. Just keep getting back on the horse. Really engaging in the steps (although at my own pace) and praying (I felt nothing and was just doing the motions at first) are what work for me this time. Only had 2 moments of craving on this try and they passed quickly. Just cleared 90 days. Looking forward to seeing you on this side of problem, when you're ready.

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