On June 19th I get my cat back from my ex, long story short we both went through addiction. I decided to leave because I felt we were both toxic to one another, after waiting 2 years to get into treatment I finally got into treatment Oct16th 2023 over the 2 years of waiting I visited my cat as much as I could ( ok maybe not long story short ) anyways over those 2 years I had many relapses so sometimes my ex would let me come over sometimes she wouldn't, I don't blame her, I was actively relapsing so I would manipulate her emotions for me to let me come see my cat. So I had to go through court to have her finally give me my cat. Even though I went to treatment she still didn't trust me and honestly I'm pretty sure she's still in active addiction so kind of hypocritical of her to judge my relapses. So we actually shared 2 cats together and the judge felt it was best she got to keep one and I get one. I have terrible anxiety over separating them, I pray they're going to be OK, it feels like I'm leaving one behind 
As much as I'm excited I get my baby Bandit back it breaks my heart I won't get to see Titan again 
I'm just ranting, this has been on my mind for months. Another thing that breaks my heart is that addiction took our relationship from us. Things were awesome between us until I woke up to her doing my DOC and decided to try it and then fell massively hard into addiction, im so mad at my DOC!! Even though its been 2 years I still think about her daily:gift_heart:It feels better to get this off my chest thank you all for listening/reading my rant 
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We’re glad you’re here Brianna. You are making progress. It may not be everything you want, but it’s getting better. Enjoy Bandit, as I’m sure they are super excited to be with someone so fully devoted to their well being. Keep going, you’re an inspiration!
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I just hope my kitty still remembers be I haven't seen him since October 
and thank you for your words it meant alot 
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