Just wanted to say I hope everyone does well this holiday season. Drinking 3/4th of my life and a year sober I'm still learning my new normal. I'm counting on my one day at a time and still live in fear of drinking again. I've been told it gets easier as the years go on. I sure hope so. Mourning alcohol is almost worse than losing my parents, fiance and bestfriend. Because it's still here. Stay strong❤️🩹
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Amen Lisa 
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Awe, Lisa, I'm so sorry for your grief. That's a lot of close [in relationship] people to lose. I hate your fear of relapse. This is a lot to carry. You're a strong individual. Continue to take it ODAAT. Alcohol no longer rules you. Believe in you.
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