Just watched Bob and the Monsters on prime. It can be triggering to some but the outcome is what we all are looking for. I Love Sobriety! I’m right way I’m supposed to be.
I had a rough day today. Just all up in my head. It’s been a few days, last Thursday, since I e gone to a meeting. I was wondering if that’s why I’m in a funk? Or maybe cause I had an awesome weekend with my son. It’s really tough to be at a consistent up and up. This is why addiction is tough. We can use drugs or alcohol to keep that upper edge at a constant but in reality life has downs just as much as ups. I have to say I embraced my down day better then any other down day I’ve had before. There was periods of my old self coming to the surface. The good news is I got through it. I talked to a couple friends about it, and was able to chat with my mother this evening. Then watched a interesting documentary on Bob Foster, thelonious Monster.
What I gathered today is I’m Human. Tomorrow is another day to try harder. Give it my all.