Yes you hit the nail on the head. I havent been accepting. I knew what was true but at the same time I wasnt really accepting my loneliness or accepting this is going to be a period of suck for me. I just have to accpet it sucks.
He went to county that day. When he goes to prison I dont know. Hopefully notwhere her dad is. 16-19 years.
I'm processing my relapse. I think it was headed this way already before court. It was beginning because of the lonlieness and a breakup and a pregnancy I hid and didnt continue with. I mean my sober people know but iwas hiding it from in life people. It was denying myself more support from women. I was delaing with shame and being more accepting that I'm a loser and just telling myself I always will be. Many more thoughts that were fleeting and leading to lots of depression.