Krazy how I spent my 30days by my date witch is my wife bday dued cuz I did it for her but most of all I knew I done with it but wanted to give something back even tho she still don’t know my clean date witch is jan4 but it’s whatver like I planned to n will do with or without her I got her flower thinking to thow her off witch was no need cuz she don’t know n the best part of it was when we was fighting about us n what going they came in to deliver them and all I can say was perfect timing and said I think we should stop n I open the door give them to her n got alway from the situation because she triggered 
but no drug has control over me I’ll be fab to let’s a woman wife jump off control my life at all but yesterday we was supposed to talk about what’s going to happen she didn’t want to into this morning when all i was trying to do is Wacth a kids movie so we talk and it whent 0 to 100000000 real fast and I get it she hurt but what she don’t get is all the work I’m putting into that I can’t it’s just sad how it’s such a eazy fix for her to do and as a husband and dad I’m doing everything to make it work but the thing is and yes mind u there 3 side to this story her, MyStory, then the truth. If I wanted to leave you then to clean my self up because I balm it on u and how I use to num my self to deal with suff then and now I want to use with when I’m with u is Krazy n she know when I came home that if I had to choose between using aging or leaving I’m chose to leave
Just suck how my celebration is going this is why I don’t celebrate everthing beside just for today !!!
