I feel like 
today . I got drunk last night after work . I have a spine injury and I was hurting really bad . Nothing was working so I thought it was a good idea to drink . Today is a new day and time to start over. I almost made it to 4 months .
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Hi. Would you like to partner up so we can hold each other accountable? I'm having a rough time too.
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Yes that will be helpful . Thank you
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Awesome! Thank you!
You’re welcome . Thank you .
Great idea for you two to get together but remember y’all are not alone. Just get right back on it, no one is judging you.
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Thank you 
Wether it's a new day, yesterday or any future day, you've taken the first step once before and know how hard it is an what to expect ahead, si se puedes , the only limitations we have are the ones we put on ourselves
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Same!
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Don’t get too caught up on counting days. Just don’t drink so you feel better NOW. That seemed to help me and keep me sober long term. Try not to worry about yesterday or tomorrow. Focus on today.
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If we are still breathing there is hope!
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Use what you learned over those 4 months. Continue to grow. I’ve relapsed before sometimes after years. It’s good to realize a mistake quickly. And the growth and experience you had while sober can still be used to help you. Good luck
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That's the big lie alcoholism tells us. This time everything will be okay. It's called the big lie. It never is okay though is it? The real question is what are you going to do about it that you didn't do about it the last time around? You should get some phone numbers from People in AA and start going to some meetings whether they be online or in person. The good news is you never have to drink again!
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We can help each other!! Reach out anytime! I need help too, we all do! You got this!
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Pain has caused me to do that as well. So glad you are jumping right back in.
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Welcome back
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Its ok hun it happens this disease plays tricks. Atleast mine .it wants me to think im better or cured after a few 24s...Glad you came back .
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Pain is hard to deal with. Try other methods. Take it a bath, rub bio-freeze on, do PT exercises which are very important to pain recovery.
I'm proud of you for being honest beans reaching out. That was a huge success. My prayers are going out to you. 
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