I have been struggling bad the last few weeks to get back on track. Drinking is a coping skill i hate but i always go back to it. I’ve lost my wife, job and best friend in the last 6 months due to this poison and Im tired.
Doctor gave me meds for the shakes and cravings and im locking mysef in my house for the next 2 days. Wish me luck!!
So sorry to hear you’re going through such a hard time!! I’ve been there & you’re not alone! It’s quite the journey! If you need someone to talk to I am here! 
Thank you. The next couple of days are going to be tough but it has to happen.
Do you go to 12 step meetings? And if not are you willing to ? You want something different , you have to do something different. I can help 
. If you want it . I have a working knowledge of the 12 steps in AA/NA & willing to sponsor. Hit me up , if you want to give it a shot 
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Do you have a plan? A list to do, meditation, music, protein and crunchy snacks? Stick with it!
And what are you going to do after you detox? White knuckle it ? How many times have you tryed that & it worked? I hope you get sober & stop starting again . I can help believe it or not .
I do have a massive plan. Got all the supps and comfy settings. Just have to go through the tough part first. Thank you!!
Not sure. Very day by day at this point. The do plan on finding some meetings that I fit into.
That's a good start , you will find support there & people who are just like you 
if I can do it, you can to . I have 2 years 7 months & 15days today ( 07/20/23 ) .stay strong one day at a time 
Crow, praying for you🙏. I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions.
Almost 17 years sober. The early days are a MF!
Dang it folks!!! I went 1 day and the withdraws got too rough. I’m saving my meds until I can get a few days off and have someone watch over me.
Good luck I’m sorry to hear but can so relate I’m now almost 5 months clean!!!
Awwwwe sorry to hear this but never stop trying !!
You're right to share the ups and downs alike. We're here for you. Keep hope alive.
Hey I would highly recommend you go to an Inpatient Detox at a hospital I mean honestly you don't sound like you're doing the greatest with it and it impatient detox will give you the medication and therapy you need to get through this. I've been through it many times myself and that's the way it really works well. staying at home is not going to do it trying to do it by yourself you need to remove yourself from your usual surroundings that cause you to drink and go somewhere that's clean quiet and has the proper care