Late night in Bakersfield/ oildale CA I sit here and watch the show. So many nights I think that used to be me down there. God life was crazy. Yet so is sober. Almost 9 years of sobriety and it only takes walking down these steps to change that. It's not that I have someone to call if I decide to it's the strength I have not to. I'm glad I have no want for drugs anymore. I can't do that again. If there's anyone from here who wants to talk hit me up
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I'm not planning on it. It's just one of the many things that go on in my head. I think it's the alone that gets me the most. No one around no one to even really talk to. You know it's hard to explain me to someone who has never been like me.
Yes there is
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I try. I really do. It's just hard to think this is it. Drug free. But alone. I thought if I put it in God's hands it'd be different. It's not. I mean I don't know. What I think the most is if I walked away from this life who'd know
The friend request? I excepted it