Layely surrounded by selfish angry towRds me type of people because i noticed tehy dont liek when they see me looking like a ray of fn sumshine. Sucks so much to think of the needle and not be able to use it it maies me tear its in music its in dreams its in my private parts all of my human body craves it immensely and i have no one Around to cuddle or have a coffee with. For me i think a summer escape with a lover could have helped escape the pains of having to sit in this 4 walls and no tv. If i leave to go for a walk b i could get murdered by the serial murders occurring in my area and there is also homophobic people here who want to see me fail. I have no one and no one cares it feels like not even in this free version of this app
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I have absolutely no friends. But I can walk and TV also... sorry for you. Stay strong it's better clean. And money will come
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Hi James! I just want you to know I absolutely care about your wellbeing!! We’re strangers but we’re ALL on the same team—forward toward recovery. Please hang in there. There are many online meetings to connect with peers if you are feeling uncomfortable leaving your home! AA/NA/SMART/Celebrate/ I’m sure many many more that I’m just not aware of yet
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There are many more
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I know how you feel James I have been there alone tried too kill myself a time or too and most of the time not even welcome among my fellow veterans. I have decided the only way to truly tell them off is to stay clean and make my dreams and goals come true. So I am taking a recovery coaching class to start the road to becoming a peer support specialist
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You got this show them by doing good for you
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Thank you. I am still sober and I know its healthier to stay sober. But im still struggling to be hopeful around my violent brother and little to entertain myself . i pray to the universe for hopeful moments like reading a comment from someone like this
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Thank you everyone its hard but I really loved getting manyy responses it means a lot to me one is lucky to have experienced the happiness within their sobriety and I am awaiting mine so you have made me have something to grasp onto tonight and think of in the Future when I am lonely like tonight. Hope u guys realise you helped someone and the world needs more of that
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I hope one day I’m as strong as you! Please don’t ever give up! You give me, and countless others hope and strength to continue this journey! Please don’t EVER give in to the negativity! You got this!!!
Keep up the good fight and be true to yourself and your sobriety 
🫶 don’t know you from a whole in the wall but I care for your life and well being we all
Want to see people thrive in recovery this is a we program and your never alone my man