I hate to admit it, but I feel like I’m letting other people win. I’ve been living in my family‘s home my parents and my brother. They ran out rooms and my brother bullied and asked me for 10 years. I haven’t been in the family home for about four years This a physical scare. I just stay here until my apartment is ready. FYI I have another week is brother tormented me for a decade about my weight everything and honestly it’s more. I don’t feel when I call people AA I’ve just bombarded by like do this do that and I’m like I’m just calling for somebody to just listen ( that too much to need) to me no I’m saying this I just wanna see excitement and recovery. I feel very alone in a age. I can’t even think of words I’m just so numb and I don’t like it because when become numb I get afraid and I just don’t wanna deal with it like my mind has me programmed. Well don’t fit in an AA right now and it’s not about fitting in it’s about just the principal in my depression. I’m really bad. I try to like shake it off and I’m not that bad but it’s been two weeks since I felt like just wanting to sleep in not wanting to wake up. I just wanna find peace in maybe supplying. My power keeps waking me up
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