Good Evening,
I thought I share w/the community about my topic , soo a little over 4 months ago, life on its terms has been knocking at my door and I can honestly say that it has been a struggle. I mean between stress from the job , house hold , family bills etc , i been left puzzle, unhappy most days and feeling a since of doubt 
, However I have been getting through it all . My thoughts process have been negative from the time I wake up and even somtime before I go to bed 
...... What a struggle, what I can say and is most proud of staying sober through it all (
) and had to be reminded of the times I prayed for everything I have, and all the wishes , although things are tough and frustrating I had to be reminded that life was still going on while I was in active addiction, we all have a story and its okay to go through things its about how I get through them . Mannnnn I remember when i couldn't keep 24 hours clean , and the tables have definitely turned !!! And im grateful my hight power wakes me up to face another day head without the desire to use a drug or a drink and for that Im most grateful for !!!!!