Youโre welcome, and thank you for yours & the discussion. We all need human interaction- some of us (me) just forgot how to do it sober.
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Love this perspective 
Itโs so crazy how this program works! I very rarely come on here and this morning Iโm on here (still havenโt slept) and I am going through the same thing! I am trying to find myself out as well. Slowly doing things with other fellowship members after meetings like going out to eat or to the pool hall and the more I do it the more comfortable I am becoming but still not knowing who I am sometimes makes me seek that outside validation. In my mind sometimes I am totally okay with who I am and other days I want every single person to like me and thatโs just unrealistic. So sometimes I catch myself acting a certain way or doing certain things just because I think thatโs what it takes to get whom evers approval and for whomever to like and accept me. Which all stems from me just not knowing myself truly. Trying to figure out who you are when youโve used since such a young age is challenging. Definitely happy that I read all these comments this morning.
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