Life,time and love are the 3 most precious things that

Life,time and love are the 3 most precious things that we can't take back once it's gone. I'm hurting really bad and there's nothing anyone can do to help me grieve and to help me with my emotions. I feel nothing but hurt and heart broken. I'll never have the chance to say goodbye. I'll never have the chance to see her alive one more time and my life will never be the same without her. No words can truly express the thoughts I have. I want to drink the pain away. I want to forget the fact that my Aunt is gone. It pains me inside. All I wanna do is sleep and drink. I could careless about the drug's at the moment but the alcohol... I'm finding it hard to stay sober. A huge good part of my life and my heart is broken.