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Went throughout my day. My Sunday was always been my amazing time because I get to go to Sunday service and I get to commune with God and be around other people. But what really gets me with my recovery? Is that every single day is a new day to learn something new to be out and see something new. You know, it's just late. If I wasn't my addiction, I wouldn't paid attention to the color of the trees or the way the air hits my skin or just have a meal with taste, you know. Normal, everyday daily things living life on life terms. I'm learning everyday that I myself can grow and be exactly what I want to be without. Having to mix a drug to make me feel like I can deal with the days feeling like I could be superwoman today. I know I am a superwoman. I place my Crown up on my head every morning. I do my morning meditation and I walk out of my apartment and it's just like a breath of fresh air on a daily basis. I didn't have this at first and I was searching for it with multiple relapses in my pad. Just constantly grabbing me and pulling me back down. But through therapy church having a good crowd around me. Who uplifts me? Who is proud of me? Who tell me on a dated day basis that I am worthless. It makes everything so much better. I know that every day I'm gonna wake up and choose recovery. Choose life, choose to live life choose. Reading supposed to laying down living a slow death. I'm excited about my life and how I am today and all of the personal growth that it took for me to get to this point. You guys know I would have never been able to do it without God on my side. I love you guys. And I'm praying for each and every one of you to make it. And if you ever need anybody to talk to I'm always listening ear. I can recommend places and even if you relax. Don't stay there. Get back up, do not lay and Waddle in that mess. Because that's where addiction wants you to be be stronger than your habits. Be stronger than your addictions be stronger than your circle.
