Lol life is a joke.
It can be at times, it can also be amazing.
It can be but I’m slowly learning in my recovery that I am perceiving the world in the wrong way and have to change my mindset to see the beauty in it and the blessings. If I keep focusing on the negatives I’ll keep manifesting negative.
Some days/weeks can be crappier than others. And it’s okay to not be okay but we have to take action when sh*t gets dark. (Easier said than done) Go do something to try and take your mind off whatever’s going on in your life even if you have to force yourself..even if U don’t want to. Turn on ur favorite music..go for a walk..call somebody (they say a problem shared is a problem halved)..go to a meeting..pray..watch something that will make u laugh…I promise it will make u feel better even if it’s just a little bit . Sending you strength..hang in there 
So true.