Feeling pretty down and lonely after getting some really good news last night that has been 5 years in the making.
I don't understand why it's harder for me to accept good news about the resolution of a traumatic event that took five years to wrap up than it is for me to deal with some of the really horrific stuff that I've had to deal with during my career and in my personal life..
I'm so used to fighting and struggling at the idea of actually enjoying life scares me. I feel so utterly alone
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That's a difficult one. I empathize with that feeling. In not drinking you're not self sabotaging! Small victories!
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I can completely understand how you're feeling. I'm always waiting for the shoe to drop but I also keep fighting with everything I got. I hope it all gets better for you
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Because the devil is a lie and continues to lie to you, you were created out of love not because God was bored, He promised it would be hard, He also promised that He must answer prayer, talk to Him and explain what He already knows so He can show you what you've never seen
Thanks.. feeling lonely here
I get lonely too but when it happens I try watching a movie or clean my house...if there's no one around to talk to
Much love bro keep going you got this