Im so lost. I thought i had it together. Thats not true. I have nothing. Husband wants to leave, kids have no idea. I dont know what to do. Still working on no hard alcohol. And no, husband upset not because of alcohol, but who i am.
I’m sorry to hear the pain you are experiencing Amy. Since we don’t know one another, you can take what I’m recommending as coming from someone completely uninformed…but here goes. If you aren’t in a relationship with God and involved in a local church, you are missing out on a tremendous source of strength and belonging. I highly recommend you give Him a call.
Also, I am 545 days sober because the Lord answered my prayers and He will answer yours.
Let him leave. Good riddance. I mean, it sucks, but maybe you'll be more peaceful with someone who WANTS to work at a marriage. It's tough - I know. Aside, sponsors and meetings help. I don't think ANY of us will ever have it together 100%, but we'll always be a lil bit more knowledgable than yesterday and the yesterday of yesterday.
Thank you, I need to work on that.