I’m new here as of like an hour ago and am crying~ I’m very happy to have found real people that are feeling like me! Hang in there friend! Text anytime! Look at all these people who feel you!!! You’re strong or you wouldn’t be posting these deep f-ing feelings!!! 
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Yeah this is a pretty amazing community. It’s very nice knowing we’re not alone🙂
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Anxiety is present when we are not. It’s that energy when we live in the past and the future. The good news is, What is done, is done. There is no expiration on that clause either, you can use it over and over. So today we move forward.
What would you like today to look like?
Find yourself so soon going backwards again ? Come back to now, answer the question.
It’s okay to get really selfish in a time where you feel you should be otherwise guilty and shameful….
…and begin to gain self worth for Malcom. You are worth it, and you must rid yourself of the the thoughts otherwise or you’ll never give yourself space to absorb the work you do. There are no magic tricks. Get to work.
Five push ups, a glass of water, a walk, smell a flower, pick up a piece of trash, breath deep through your belly, count your steps to a hundred, call a stranger wearing a name tag by their name, ask if you can help someone.
You have time. Execute.
There is no magic in sobriety, and it takes very hard work, over and over again, and the joy will slowly enter into your world when you are ready!
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Surrender completely to your higher power, change your playground and play mates and go to meetings just a suggestion, I had to go to any length to get sober my recovery above all, don’t give up brotha til the miracle happens..
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Thank you very much
Thank you junior I appreciate that a lot
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Thanks Tiff! I appreciate it a lot
Get to a meeting and don’t leave until you have a phone list and go back to meetings you like consistently ! You got this , it’s not our “normal state “ to be sober so when we do everything starts to hit us . We need tools and a community … relapse is a huge part of my story. I keep coming back . I want a life and deserve one sober and happy ! So do you !!! Hang in there Malcom 
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I know how it is bro whenever u need to let sheet out message me
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KEEP COMING BACK Malcolm! The program works!!!
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Have you considered going to rehab to get that initial physical separation to kickstart your recovery?
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No one is a lost cause until they draw their last breath
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