Lovee is a drug

I miss you like crazy and the sad part of it all I mostly miss u when I’m out of it makes me dwell more n I can’t stop bcus I don’t want them feelings gone n I know once I let go I’ll let the live I have for u go as well. I’m afraid of who I can become bcus knowing myself has only taught me how destructive I can be .. I’m lost at the moment but soon it will all blow over ! Eventually…. Things will fall into place !