Loving an addict

Struggling today trying to stay strong in not contacting my boyfriend of over 6 years. He is an addict and I told him earlier this week I couldn’t take his lies and actions anymore. I miss him and truly love him. Our biggest problem is him sneaking to go watch porn. It makes me so insecure and now I am looking at him and having horrible thoughts about him. He does fall off the wagon and uses drugs sometimes and I don’t find that as hard as I do the porn. HELP! Thoughts and comments are appreciated.

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What is his excuse for watching porn? And why does he sneak it? This is the questions I would be asking him.

He sneaks it cuz he knows I don’t like it. He used to tell me that he only watched porn when he was high. I don’t understand any of it. I just figure if it was going to cause problems with a relationship - I wouldn’t do it!