After having some sobriety time I thought I was strong. Circumstances got into my head and played out as usual.. I even had the thought of relapsing and getting so drunk that I wasn’t here anymore 
like, wth?!! Getting to a meeting tonight. I hope I can hear something that will help.
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Cery
proud tou are xhoosing the things you are. We all know this day might come to us. Each
meeting. Each conversation is a small deposit in the bank. You are allowed to make a with-drawl when necessary.
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What are you meaning by the withdrawal exactly? I’m curious & desperate
Think it through! Is that drink really worth what it will bring come tonight and tomorrow? Call your sponsor or just another sober friend. Talk about the problem. Don’t hold it in. Whatever it is, it’s eating you alive you have to get rid of it!
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take it easy on yourself and stay hopeful!! I pretty sure all addicts have had thoughts like that at least I used to all the time. We are used to unhealthy coping and it’s a hard to break. Keep up with AA meetings and learning how to live life sober. One day at a time. 
your stronger than you think! 
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