'm looking back at my old comments and I should have that amount of time plus 9 days but I'm back to 9 again. I guess I need to practice accepting me for as far as that goes.
I'm going back to work tomorrow and I did tell one girl already that I went to rehab because we were talking about addiction. I'm scared everyone is going to know now and think I'm a bad person or can't think for myself or whatever they think. It was for alcohol and I'm also scared people are going to think I was into other things. I was at one time but went to rehab back in 2008 for that right when my grandfather passed.
I just know no one is really allowed to directly comment or make fun of me for it because of hippa and privacy laws.
My coworker girl texted me on the phone to see if I was ok. We talked about 5 min then she asked me if I went to rehab and I said yes. She didn't text me back for another 5 min so I think maybe she was telling other people. And I do work in a warehouse it can be brutal sometimes.
Tomorrow will be here very soon. Good thing is I can choose to work 2, 3, or 4 days this week depending how it goes. I could use the income but not going to stress myself over it
