Sometimes I just can not understand why I threw myself away for so many years. I guess that’s part of getting sober. Realizing what you have done. Definitely having trouble being ok with the fact that I am now “damaged goods” to people I respect. I can see the silver lining and understand that now my path is just different and maybe even better…. God grant me the serenity.
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I feel ya Andra
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Oh Andra, good stuff! I was a horrible drunk for 20+ years. Jail too many times to count, a womanizer and a brute to other men.
Now sober 14+ years, I can tell you that my history and my sobriety are both blessings! With my history, I believe I have a keen insight & deeper understanding of people, good & seemingly bad. I can relate, have empathy, and ultimately be of service to those who really want to change. So try not to feel bad for your history, use it to become a great person and change the world for the better.
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Spot on Andra! We can just live in the now and better ourselves:hugs:. ODAAT!
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Damaged goods to a few maybe. I think we all work that up in our heads. I know I did at first. But more importantly we’re able to carry a message of hope to some. If you practice the 12 steps.
Remember all we have is today, and rule 62
ODAAT
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What is rule 62?
Rule 62- don’t take yourself too seriously.
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