Man this disease is baffling. It will tell you "you can do this thing its all good." But it's not all good. My all good got me in this mess. One thing i realized is it has NOTHING new. It tells me the same things it told me before. Over and over. That's insanity. It tries to stay 3 steps ahead of me like "yeah, just wait til this day... i got you on this day. You just wait." That couldn't be further from the truth for me though. I stay 5 steps ahead of it and remember its tricks. Just for today i can truly say " yea, im ready for your lies. The answer will always be the same. NO. I can't do that. Simple as that. Period. No room for discussion." I have a new life, a new perspective. I NEVER have to pick up again! 
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You got that right!!!