Hey Loosid Fam !
A week ago i checked myself into the mental health hospital and was in inpatient from Mon 7/24 - Tuesday 8/1
I feel 100 times better now than when i first got there. While i was there they diagnosed me with Mania. I was easily irritated, impulsive, speaking very fast, and not thinking before doing. I met some good people while in there and i attended every group that i could. I want to learn where my emotions come from and how to control them. The doctor there got me off the antidepressants and I only take Seroquel now for mood stabilizing and anxiety.
SOOOO, what’s happened-
I tried to commit suicide in front of my parents…. obviously i failed and im still here. Im sober and im serious about my sobriety.
Im going to intensive outpatient now it’s 3 days a week for 90 days.
What started it was that i lost my job…. and i spiraled down i to thinking what’s the point. i don’t want to work a f ing minimum stupid job. i felt overwhelmingly upset.
I had been smoking weed heavily and that’s why i wasn’t posting. i couldn’t lie to you guys pretending it was all good cos the past 3 months it hasn’t.
Im back and doing my best.
Watch out for more posts cos i like this app and this community on here.
What have you been up to ? What’s up leave a comment ٩( ´◡ )( ´◡ )۶
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