I am grateful for the things that have presented me hardships in the past two weeks.
I am grateful for feeling overwhelmed
I am grateful for being anxious
I am grateful for the anger I experienced
I am grateful for the temptations
I am grateful for the yearning
I am grateful for the want of nothingness
I am thankful that these did not bring me to the doorway of ruin.
It’s hard, the taste of it is tempting
And sweet
But never filling
Ruin can not be thankful or grateful
Many thanks ruin
You did not find me this day