I’ve been a little disappointed w/ my HP recently because of the lack of clarity & direction I keep praying for with regards to my life circumstances & career decisions. I feel I’m in this perpetual cloud of stagnation I want to break free from. I’m approaching 5 years sober 6/3/18. And the other night I wondered what it would be like to take a break from AA and after a bit of contemplation no pun intended I decided I’d double down on my program and lean in more than before into areas I know I could do better. I can always have my misery refunded if I choose to and surely all bets would be off then. So, I remind myself, “now” I have the power of choice whereas I had no power to choose not to drink; so why not try choosing the power of the program and leave the rest up to IS.
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