I have really been in my head lately. My life is far from perfect or any type of anything. I just feel like im just existing. My life is so out of the normal life i had 2 years ago. I want that life back again. Ok...i was in a halfway house a couple of months ago and ended up leaving it. So now i have a warrant. Im trying to get everything in order so i can turn myself in. Also, im about to be 61 years old and have had enough of this life. I cant live ny life looking over my shoulder. When all you christians go to lay down tonight, please say a prayer for me and thank you in advance. Its truly appreciate all the prayers!!
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Anjie, my prayers are with you 
. I had been in similar situations multiple times before.
I finally surrendered to sobriety and took all of the actions to be free of my addiction/ego. My ego is not my amego! It wants me dead but will settle for my misery.
I’m here if you want to talk.
Anjie... You're not alone in this. Countless others are where you're at.
Do the next indicated step and don't drink over it.
Big hug and sending prayers your way. Goodluck on your journey.
Sending prayers and the sooner you turn your self in the sooner the better it looks on you then you can start the next chapter of your life tell then you will be stuck in this chapter
God is with you don’t give up on yourself no matter what you have to keep going things will get better you have to believe it have faith 