Messed up again. Working on day 2 with the help of medication after going to the ER. HOPEFULLY as long as a bed is available I’m going to detox program tomorrow. I’m just praying they have the bed available. I’ll do whatever it takes to beat this and get my life back. I’m still so sick today. Barely eating. Can only keep down water despite the nausea meds they gave me. I’m just asking for prayers. I’m scared and I know I need help.
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Don’t know what you detoxing from, yet I do know rehabs are flush with funds to take in folks in need. Hope you can find the tools you need to start a new sober life.
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Alcohol. I’ve been to the place once before and they were amazing. The caring was excellent and they kept me comfortable. So as long as a bed is available tomorrow I’m doing everything I can to go
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Panda 
feel better and you are not alone I know I have been there too just stay and stick with sober friends and you will manage to stay sober wish u the best of luck …
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I know what you are going through. Detoxed my self from alcohol many times. This last time was shear he!!. I honestly thought I was going to die. Couldn’t not get out of bed for a week. Could barely walk for two weeks. Didn’t eat for at least 10 days. I really thought I was dying. The good news, it was rock bottom and I got the gift of desperation that I so badly needed. I wish that gift for you too. It is amazing how much better I am 5 weeks out! God bless you and I hope you get that bed! 
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Thank you so so much. I’ve been praying all day. I’m just lucky I can hold water down. I doubt I’ll be eating, it’s been four days. But I’m holding on to hope for tomorrow. I know God is good to me. This definitely has to be the last time
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Anyone else get the brain zaps?
Thank you all for the support. I always know I can jump on here for a pep talk.
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Keep it up!!
Keep PUSHING PANDA ! 
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Panda! My prayers are with you. Stay strong, tomorrow will be here soon enough. Today we only had to deal with 23 hours… thank you daylight savings….
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You got this friend , text me when you’re feeling ok
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Hang in there girl. You can do it and don't get down on yourself n move forward 
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I got my bed in detox. So they’re going to help over the next 3 days. Thanks everyone for the support! I’m really looking forward to a new start
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Prayers and u can do it!!!!
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