I was doi g good i was around 60 day clean and life hit me harder then i was thinking and faster then ever putting in a bad spot were the only thing i was to do was mess up by my choice i knew not to talk but i did anyways and it went down from there now i have to start over my count but i have a friend now i think and feel can help me though this in ways that i have not had before so i start again and this time i will make it longer tell the day i can say i have been clean for so long i count count anymore heres to my new start!
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You can do it Anthony… keep getting back up 
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All you can do is fix where you went wrong. What led you to pick up? And change it. We’ve got a ton of friends here who are willing to stand behind you as well. Keep it going you got this.
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Anthony, always get back up! You don’t have to go backwards.
I was a chronic relapser until I finally got sick of starting over and feeling beat!
It’s time brother!
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You got this Anthony, I think it all comes down to consumption rite? So check it out I am 3.5 years sober, never been to an AA meeting but after I stopped drinking I started smoking, then I stopped smoking then I realized I had a really bad relationship with food, I've fluctuated in weight over the years 360 lbs to 279 to 320 to 283 to 300 to 270. I even did a 10 day water fast, and what I've learned throughout this whole journey of sobriety and developing self control is that we have to be mindful of what we consume both visually and physically, we need to limit the ability for Satan creep in because the serpent is a subtle beast. If that means weeding out friend/family who promote bad habits, as well as social media, email subscriptions, tv shows/movies, because the issue is a consumption issue the only way to fix a consumption issue is to focus on production. Love you man! May God bless you 2025 is going to be a great year for you!
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I got.
Thrown into a situation that I was not ready for yet. It caused me a lot of pain and the only thing I could do to numb. The pain was to go back down the wrong trand I know I messed up, but I'm trying to stay strong. It's just really hard with the issues that are going on right now in my life. But I do have something to look forward to. That I'm trying to make myself realize and see so that I have a bright light at the end of my tunnel.
Thank you. And yes, it is something at the end of my tunnel that I'm really liking and starting to want really bad and I feel as long as I stay on the straight and narrow and clean that will become reality for me very shortly. So that's where my mind sets. That now is focused on that thing. So that I can stay clean and do right.
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I'm in a dark tunnel right now but I see the light at the end of it. And it is very beautiful and I see the reward I can have by staying clean I'm having a hard time doing it but that's one of the reasons why I'm on this app. Every time I want to use I come on here, Read others post. Try to help out who I can and talk about the things that I'm going though. cause the more I get them off my chest, the less I want to use, the stronger I become and the more powerful I have. To stop my addiction to something that is causing me harm in the ultimate end. Thank you for your kind words and your story.I appreciate it means a lot
I’m here if you want to talk