Is it not messed up that i have quit using so many times that i have a checklist? Clean house -check , flush tools-check , i even added more today. This platform , and i am going to try the 12 steps this time . I mean i am really going to give it 110%. If i can only figure out the triggers of relaspe i can do this .
Thanks Chris , I’m so tired of failing. Myself , my family , even my lizard! Just tired. Ty .
Oh and congrats on the awesome 1000!
However you work your program and works for you is good! Remember it will get better
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve done that exact same thing. And told myself that I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. I’ve had great jobs and abandoned them being in a week long binge. I’ve found online meetings this time around and they’re great and heaven-sent bc this is such a lonely disease. The Everything AA app has been a tremendous help. Or you can go to intergroup.org
I have 22 days today. Still need to get a sponsor. I’m ‘shopping’ for one!
Daily prayer is a must.
That’s awesome Christina ! So proud of you .
Don’t give up! Keep working for it and good things will materialize!
You got this keep up the fight
When working the Steps, in order and thoroughly, the reason why I used was surfaced. If you are honest and thorough from the very start, relief will happen.
You can do this Kasey the 12th steps are amazing
Day 1 again . Thanks for everything. I really appreciate your support
If u need support let me know. Im trying not to fall back
Sober dinner Feb 2nd
Thanks guys.