Today I am grateful for reaching my 30 days sober mark. The longest I’ve ever made it in the past has been 38 days in the last 15 years. On to day 45!
I think about it, crave it everyday. Its everywhere. I can walk 2 blocks to a bar, 3 blocks to a store and buy some vodka. But it will literally be the death of me. To all those who are struggling, dont let it get to that point.

