Feel like I'm getting hit from every direction with stress,anger and fighting consistently.... I'm currently applying for two positions to run two Bible studies, one at a rehab and the other at a recovery counseling office( which I am a previous client). Im sober since october 2025 and Im really trying to stay close to God and trying to follow through with my online classes, however I feel like I'm a hypocrite if I go and share about Jesus with strangers when my current situation is constantly fighting with my husband and exchanging horrible words with eachother...I'm angry I know this. I can't control how he resents me and I know I need to turn the other cheek but how am I suppose to just sit there and keep my mouth shut when he is consistently gaslighting and disrespecting me lately????
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