It feels like the hardest thing for me to take control over is the discouraging feelings that come when life is hard. Those feelings are so consuming sometimes and the choice to “just feel better” has not been an easy one to master.
I do feel constantly motivated by my experiences, though. Often, the word I use is “provoked”, because the motivation lately has been mostly from negative experiences.
Anybody reading this, please keep me in your prayers and be sending positive energy my way. I believe in the growing to bring about my life’s greatest transformation. I’m just so ready for it, and every day that my experiences continue to push at me, feeling discouraged is where my mind ends up. I want to FEEL better, and have it not be dependent on my circumstances.
Love to you all,
Luci