A couple days ago, my father-in-law passed away. I knew him for over 30 years; and, since my own dad’s passing 10 years ago, he’s really played the role of another father in my life.
Having feelings again, the hardest ones at that, is still relatively a new thing for me. It has been tough. I try hard not to be selfish and needy, though. My wife needs me to be strong and supportive for her. This is most definitely easier said than done. I wanted, needed, time myself to process the loss, let alone help my companion along with hers. It has been a challenge, but I’m far better prepared for it by being clean and in recovery.
During all this I’ve celebrated 60 days clean. The moment was kind of overshadowed by everything going on. That’s, okay. I look forward to having plenty more.