Moved into my own apartment and everything went to

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#1

Moved into my own apartment and everything went Two chaos

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#2

Hi Terri, did anything else change besides you moving? We’re you still working a program or staying plugged into a recovery community?

#3

I did the same thing

#4

No. I stopped everything. I have a problem with self sabotaging this is a pattern with me. I’m gonna start seeing a therapist

#5

Starting over today

#6

Well I was living in sobriety homes for almost 8 months and they wouldn’t take my dog so I decided to move into my own place and then it was like free reign to sabotage your life again Terry drink and do whatever you want that’s what happened

#7

I have not been diagnosed with any kind of mental illness I did get back on antidepressants just because I thought maybe that would help even though I’ve been on and off of them for years and they don’t ever seem to really help me. I think it’s conditioning thing from childhood and hating myself thinking it was my fault as to what happened when I was a little child. But I’m going to therapy and hopefully will get through this I’ve done it once before but once things get hard. I back out and I start drinking. Has anybody else felt this?