Today I am grateful to finally be able to move forward from a situation that has truly affected my mental and emotional health for the last couple of weeks or more. Longest story short, I have been feeling the blame and accusations and guilt over a situation in the halfway house that I live in and doing all that I can to try and make the situation better for everyone else involved but myself mainly. And I cannot and will not do it any longer. Nobody is learning from it. And I am tired from the mental pain and guilt. I've carried it long enough. We all made choices good and bad. I shouldn't still have to feel all of the burden of guilt on my own shoulders. For a group of people's poor actions. And I have been. And others in my house have all been blaming me and telling me in group form that I am to blame. I can take a lot.... been through a lot. But this is too much. I'm not responsible for ruining lives and all of the things they've said. Period. And I won't be guilted about it any longer. I knew my consequences prior to my bad choices as did they. And it's not my fault their consequences are far greater than my own. They knew as well as I did what these could be prior to the decisions they made no matter what the reasons were. It's not fair to me. It's too much for me. I let go and let God.
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