Moving out of state

At the moment I am living in Northern California in a town called Rocklin. It's decent pretty much 65% white upper middle class working type in this area. I have lived here since I was born pretty much but I want to leave California and move to Washington state (not dc) I have wanted this for year's. A clean fresh start where nobody knows my addition past and I can be whoever I want to be. I could be myself and feel good about it. I don't feel that way here. Everyone around here knows of me as an IV drug user of meth and heroin. It's not a great image and I don't have many friends. If I leave am I risking my sobriety? If I realapse while living here, it's pretty bad for me but I really don't see anyone in my family anyway so I'm not leaving anything. Can people stay sober and move far away alone and be fine? Any similar experiences?

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I’m in Portland. There’s a very strong recovery scene in the PNW. Just find a community and stick with it.

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Be careful. You cannot outrun your demons. You’ve gotta face them head on wherever your feet land.

My sponsor would not have supported a huge move like that in early recovery.

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Yeah I would need to save money for at least a year and by the time that year comes I might change my mind. I just feel it's a decent goal to work towards even if plans change

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Saving money is always a good goal.

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Thanks, I haven't been to Oregon in a long time. But wasn't there a law change that made all drugs legal in the state?

Yeah I figure either way It will help my future if I start saving today. Ha ha that sounds so corny :joy:

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Oh yeah. There’s a ton of drugs at least in downtown. The recovery community is legit though

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I have found I can travel or live anywhere I like and stay sober. It’s just the simple fact that before I visit or move, I contact the local AA club and get in the local fellowship and work my program.

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I like Oregon a lot too. I didn't know Portland is so close to Washington.

It’s a 20 minute drive

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That's cool