Im having a really tough time ive let myself down ive let my fiance down i went and relapsed and blew all of my money and i have bills bouncing now i missed work but thankfully wasnt fired. Im noe taking space to try and correct some of my habits but im a bit afraid i feel as though she is my only support and now i dont have her to lean on. Hopefull but worried about the future and the next few weeks…
Feeling very alone, and mental health has dropped to a new all time low..
