My addiction took everything from me! My life, my emotions, my soul!
Music has always been a key soothing mechanism for me!
I am a guitarist and a heavy metal fan!
People have said to me “why listen to heavy metal music, it’s so angry! It makes you angry!”
This could not be further than the truth!
For me…..it’s pure, raw, emotion! It’s a way to express how hurt someone could be! For someone who shut off his emotions this was a way to relate again, to slightly feel something!
The last song I heard before becoming clean was one that I related to so much that I broke down! I fell to the ground screaming, yelling, crying! I knew I needed to make the change!
I would like to share that song with you.
Artist - Memphis May Fire
Song - Vices
The lyrics and what is being said is where the emotions lie! The relatability, the connection! I attached the YouTube link! Give it a listen, you might be surprised!
