No matter how hard I try I fail, struggling to get 24 hrs. Too embarrassed and shameful to ask for help. Or is that just an excuse also? I don’t know anymore, how can I have such a deep desire in my heart to be a decent human being. Like I’m locked out of the cockpit 30,000 feet in the sky, free falling the surface of the earth to my death and there ain’t nothing I can do about it……what ever it takes just tell me what to do and I’ll do It….
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This is a struggle we all face. I've made it a week, almost every week, until I just can't help myself and start back again. You can do it, just stay strong!
When the pain of drinking & using outweighs the shame (ego) of asking for help, you'll be ready to begin your journey. In the meantime we'll be here waiting & praying for you.
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