I keep dreaming that im drinking or i dream im waking up from a night of drinking and cant remember what happened the night before and when i actually wake up I have the strongest cravings ive ever felt and when I wake up im really confused and depressed because im out on Bond and have a SCRAM device on that tells them if i drink so i wake up thinking im going back, the first few nights i thought it would go away but 2-3 weeks have gone by and almost every night its happened
