My emotions are all over the place. … going on 3 weeks. The anxiety is crazy some days. Feel so lonely and misunderstood. I realize I have to lean into these feelings and let them pass. But this is crazy. Weekends are the worst. Have a spouse who only cares about herself and so I tend to immerse myself into my kids. I wish i had someone who would just give me a hug and tell me that I matter. Tmrw is a new day. I need this pain to stop
