I'm grateful for...
My sobriety, prayer and more prayer, ability to have uncomfortable conversations with loved ones today- that is where growth takes place, great therapy session yesterday, mandatory self care without guilt right now bc i am sick, ability to stop and be grateful in moments where my negativity wants to creep out, the sounds of happy children in our house today, festivities of this time of year- even if i can't be a part of it right now, today is the Winter Solstice and the beginning of Yule and what that represents for me spiritually, my Jodi putting up with me in my less amazing moments, Jodi going get my meds for me today, trying to live in faith over fear today, Kelli making me warm salt water to gargle this morning, girls making coffee for me this morning, Kala offered to make me hot tea this morning, all the ways recovery works for me in my life today- i have a solution for ALL today- IF I AM WILLING TO MAKE USE OF IT, the things i am able to continue to learn about myself thru my relations w others, and for the willingness to see my part in things today.
Intention for the Day...
To remain grateful today no matter how bad i feel- self pitty and Pessimism is not an option for me today!
